Living Loving Praying and Loving It

Ok so I have the best story to share. We had a wonderful service at church on sunday. I was so thrilled to get to share with the high school girls about how the Bible and God's true and perfect word is so amazing. Then we had our last class sunday night body building. It was awesome, no, that is not the right word, it was Beyond Imagination.... Our wonderful pastor shared his vision for our church and then we worshiped. I mean the real down on hands and knees, tears, weeping as the Lord sat with us and wept, it was,... well it was.... So I wanted to share what God lead me through during this time of prayer and worship. I love being a mom, and I love being a wife. Sometimes i do better at one or the other but not both at the same time. Then trying to get our home running, clean, and organized. Well after being ill lately, forget it, it is all a mess. I found God showing me where i am trying to make every excuse for why, and he showed me how it is very good to clean, it is really important to stay organized, and it is important to balance them all well. What he wants me to do is first LOVE HIM, and let him love ALL OF ME! whoooo! To JUST BE, to be on my knees, loving, praying, worshiping, leading, following, growing, sharing, but JUST BE all those with him FIRST. Then love my husband and share all of what I love about God with my husband first, I love him more than anything, but sometimes he gets left out. God broke my heart to love this man with all I have, with all i am , and with all I do, the way i love the Lord, I will love my husband. Then to love my children, but not just love them as I already do, but love them more than enough to correct them the Godly way, to guide them to him, to share him with them, to teach them how he wants them to behave, not the world, to allow them to grow to who he created them to be, not who I want them to be, to fall on my knees with them daily, nightly and pray for thier lives, their salvation, thier future goals and dreams. To love them through Gods eyes and teach them to love others through his eyes. LOVE this word is thrown around like air, but to truly get down to LOVING the way God loved, the way Jesus loves/d, HIS BLOOD , there is no greater love.